Sad Imagination

When you're sad, i always ask you, "Why are you so sad, friend?"  

But you never answer that question and you always refused me without explanation.

Just so you know, i will always be there for you. 

But, why when i'm sad you never make me laugh?  

Whereas.. i always be there for you whenever you need me. So, what should i do? if one day i do the same thing that i'll never be there for you, please don't ask "why?" because I was already disappointed in you. You'll never understand and feel what i felt.

Just A Girl In The Crowded Place

I know that...

I'll never be able to see his face in my real life.
I'll never be able to stay with him evertime, everyday.
I'll never be able to hug him when i'm scared.
I'll never be able to holding his hand.
I'll never be able to see him played his bass.
I'll never be able to listen him sing me to sleep.
It's so sad, it's hurt..

Because i know,
Yeah, i'm just another girl in the crowded place.

The Girl Who Cried Wolf

There is a girl who always cry like a wolf. 

She always hides her sadness because she didn't want to be pitied. 

She always pretended strong but i know, her heart is fragile.

She always covered her grief with a smile. 

If she knew, i will always love her. 

I will always be there whenever she needed me. 

Why she didn't realize it?

I love her, more than anymore.

If I'm louder, would her see me?

I was embarrassed to reveal it, but my heart will always be for her.

Because, she is the sun of my life.

I don't care what other people say.

Love, doesn't need a reason :)

Senja

Sudah lama aku berdiam diri di tepi pantai.
Terduduk menopang dagu sambil menatap indahnya langit senja.
Bias oranye kemerahan menghiasi antariksa dengan indah.
Kemudian, awan mulai berarak seakan mengerti apa yang kurasakan.
Matahari pun mulai tenggelam dengan pelan.
Seakan ia malu untuk mengatakan sesuatu.
Aku membiarkan kaki ku tersapu oleh dinginnya air laut.
Dan membiarkan rambutku terurai dimainkan oleh angin pantai.
Duhai senja,
Apakah kau mau untuk membawaku bersama dengan kehangatan mu?
Karena, sinar mu membuat diri ini hangat ketika aku menemukan sosok pria dikala itu.
Ya, aku telah jatuh cinta pada pria berbola mata hazel yang ku temui di saat itu.

#Sajak #Puisi #Senja

The Weird & A Unique Boy I've Ever Seen

This time, i'll tell you about the weird and a unique boy i've ever seen. Because i know, maybe.. some of my friends feel bored if i constantly tell them about this guy. Okay, i'm going to start.

His name is Calum Hood. He is a band member of  my favorite band, that is "5 Seconds Of Summer" and he is my favorite member. He is a bassist. But sometimes he sings in the songs of his band. You should know, all member of  5SOS can sing, they're sing while playing a musical istrument each other like Ashton playing a drummer, Michael playing a guitar, Luke playing a guitar, and Calum play a bass.

As you know, i love Calum Hood. I like the way he smile, the way he play a bass, the way he sing and he really like his pet, it's a dog and i'm jealous with his dog haha, okay you can say i'm a weird girl. Because he always bring his dog to wherever he is. He always took his dog photographed together, sleep together, walk together and etc. I think he loves his dog more than a girl haha lol, but that's why i love him so much and everytime i see him smile, everytime i see him singing, playing a bass, talking, smiling, it's make feel.. ugh i don't know what i feel cause i'm happy. When he joked with Ashton, Luke, and Mike, he's the most bizarre and he looks verry funny and cutie boy.

He had had a relationship with a girl named Maddy Harris, but they're broke up when Calum joined on his band. they only had a relationship for three months, but until now they're still being a good friend, uhh so cute, right? Yeah, Maddy is Calum's friend when he were in high school then they had a relation ship and eventually they're broke up. I ship them because they're cute couple although i'm hurt but i'm okay because Calum still love his dog more than a girl, lol.

Nah, i think it's enough for me to tell you about my boyfriend in a dream, Calum Hood. Thank you for reading ;)

~The end~